you're tearing me apart.

It's nights like these that make me feel completely alone. Alone with the empty silence on the other line, alone with the tears that saturate into my pillow, alone with no one to talk to get through the night. All I have are these tiny white pills that help me fall asleep, so that I don't have to be awake with the burden of loneliness, gripping my heart night after night until it's no longer there.